
“Writing is not life, but I think that sometimes it can be a way back to life.”
― Stephen King
There was never a time when I wasn’t a writer…
My entire life has been spent creating imaginary friends and fictional worlds. Publishing a book didn’t make me a writer, I’ve been that my entire life. I grew up in a small town in Southwest Virginia and, as with most small towns, there wasn’t much to do. Sports were a huge part of my childhood and even into my adult life. If it requires hitting something into a net, I’ve probably played it. But my first love? The not so secret love affair I’ve been in for years? That was books.
Reading has always provided a sense of home for me, even when I didn’t have a physical one. I’ve been in a relationship with words since I was little, and it’s my longest partnership to date. Books were, and still are, an escape for me. A way to travel to different magical lands or solve a mystery or even fall in love. From Magic Tree-House to Percy Jackson, if it was in my elementary school library, I devoured it. It wasn’t long before I started filling pages and pages of notebooks with my own stories, chasing the feeling of freedom that comes when you disappear between fiction.
“It wasn’t until I was eleven that I wanted to be an author.”
I’ve always had this…habit? Let’s call it that, of finding myself in places I shouldn’t. That day, I’d stumbled okay, maybe I snuck, into the horror section of my local library which is off limits to kids my age. I mean, what did they expect? I’d read everything within my age limit and I was running out of options, plus I’d just finished the last Goosebumps book. A person has to do what a person has to do, ya feel me?
Anyway, somehow I found this book. Nightmare and Dreamscapes by Stephen King, and if you would’ve told me what this book did for me, I’d never believe you. Inside, King writes an Introduction that changed my life. He writes about his love for stories, how Ripley’s Believe it or Not taught him to believe in the unimaginable. Then at the end, he writes, “Okay? Ready? Fine. Here’s my hand. We’re going now. I know the way. All you have to do is hold on tight…and believe.”
Hold tight, I did. I cracked open every hardback or paperback with his name printed on the front. Misery, Carrie, Skeleton Crew, I even own the1983 January edition of Playboy because the first edition of Word Processor of the Gods was written inside. It was King who inspired my dream career. The only thing I could think about doing for the rest of my life, taking people on adventures. Being an author. Creating magic. I’d be a writer without him, but I don’t think I would have published if I never found his books.
This was, of course, a pipe dream, for my tiny town in no-where Virginia and for a while, I let myself believe that. I went to college, allowed negativity to derail my path to the stars, and I told myself I wouldn’t be a published author. Fast forward to November 2019. I was applying to schools to further my education, when the plot for Love & Hockey fell right into my lap. A story that poured out of me like blood. It was the start of the life I’d always dreamed of living.
Now, I take people on adventures full-time. Showing how dark love can go, how liberating heartbreak can be, how invigorating healing feels. I enjoy reading, obviously. Any and all romance is welcome, but I mostly read horror or fantasy in my free time. It’s spooky season 24/7 in my home with movies. There is something about indie horror films that have found themselves rooted in my soul. I’m a big-time sports nerd, anything with competition, but I’m a sucker for hockey.
Thank you for letting me bleed on the pages and reading what I make out of the mess.
All my love,
MJ
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I think it’s impossible to have one, but here are a few.
Mr. Mercedes Trilogy, Song of Achilles, and Lord of the Flies.
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I’m a Leo sun, Virgo Moon, and Leo Rising.
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Peppermint or chamomile, I will take no arguments. Add a slice of lemon, a little oat milk, and some honey. Sometimes I’ll steep lavender.
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I was born on Friday the 13th.
My hair is naturally blonde.
My grandfather is Italian.
I have a black cat named Poe. (Yes, named after that famous Poe.)
My dream house is somewhere in the PNW